Unshining Face Part 3

13 August 2009
“ Where is the trainers Sa, its to late now. All of student have been waiting,” Amat, the leader looks grumbled.
“ Please open the session, Mat!! I’ll waiting them in front of the hall.” I said and at the same time ran to hall of the school.
When I was sitting on the davenport,
two boys, Lintang and Angga came and sat at the downstairs. We were talking many thing about school till Kenny joined us. He looks so confidence with his brown sweater.
“Well, so you are Kenny aren’t you?” I broke the silent time.
“What happen to your face Ken? Do you have any problem?" I braved my self to asked that’s question.
He smiled and quite so mysteriously. I waited the answer.
“ Do you believe the destiny miss?”
I looked him surprisely.
“ Why? Do you had any problem about your life before ?" I guessed.
“If you want to share with me…. please.. of course.!! I didn’t like to see your unshining face.” Honestly. I thought he tried to pile his words.
For the moment, he told me his life story. His problems, his passions at the high school, he felt unlucky got everything. He has been hiding his felt and I knew, its made his face unshining. I heard occupied.
“Well, maybe you just need to find something Ken, like dreams or support ” I answered.
“ Of course I believe my destiny. Do you believe that our meeting is His destiny? I turned his word.
He laughed a little, smiled and nodding his head. Very clever.
“I felt the God was mad and not fair to me and make my life so silent”.
“Did He?” I thought a moment.
“I think, nothing in vain in His want. Of course He never gave us something worst. Everything in my self, yourself, other peoples were the best we ever got. Do you feel like that?” he didn’t answer.
“Have you ever read Al-Baqoroh 286.?He never gave test over our ability. If you felt that so hard for you, maybe He wants you could struggle for yourself, because He always loves you. Have you ever counting how much He gives you something you want? How much He granted your wish? And now He wants you to find something in your life? Something that can make you price your life, your soul. And this time is your chance to find that”.
He looks mused over.
I want to continue my word but the time breaking our discuss when the trainers are coming.
“ I am so sorry, Ken, I have to go now. See you next time.”
“ I see. Thak you, Miss!!”
I am walking to the class quickly . Gazing at the grassland, I saw one smile I never see before. Kenny’s first beautiful smile. Suddenly I felt his face was shining clearly like a moon.

19 August 2009
“ How about your teaching day Sa,?” three of my friends asked me after my lesson at the class.
“ Yeahhhh… I really nervous. But I enjoyed it”
I just taking the paper on my desk when some faces held up of the door. One of them was unshining boy.
“ Hey miss………..”
“Kenny…. How are you today? Do you need something? Or looking someone?”
I saw his face becoming red and waiting for few minutes. I thought that’s a good chance to interrogate him more. He sat on down stair in front my base camp. And I waiting his voice but he was looking around the garden. So silent.
“ Do you want a candy?” I offered him
“ Hmm….and now tell me about your day…… everything. You want to share to me don’t you?”
I forgot how many time I have been asking him the question since he was told his story yesterday; “How about your day Ken?” and he always answer the same thing “nothing change”. I hope he had found something special when I borrowed him one article about” SILENT” four days ago. For three hours later he was told about everything in his life: how does he was really alone in the world, lost many thing, felt worried cause people around him: his friends, family, mother, ex-girlfriend. There were so many problem he didn’t solve at here. No body know what does he wants exactly. No body guess he had pressed him self to be a cold man, introvert boy, being alone, soliter, different from others. I heard him more clearly and wholeheartedly. After that, I knew he would be “flying to the moon”.